HELLO. HELLO. HELLO. HELLO. HELLO. HELLO. HELLO. HELLO. HELLO.
That, my readers, is a make-up hello's since the last time I posted. One Hello is = 20 Posts. So anyway, I have two more battles to defeat before the chains on my feet are off. By that, I mean I'm gonna be a FREE WOMAN! On the other hand, I do have a goodbad itch to work. Yes, work. I didn't get the Camp Instructor job because I wasn't in JC. They should have made it clearer that they only employ students that ALREADY graduated. *Knocks Head On Wall*.

So I went job hunting. Classified was my only guide to employment. I'm going for a Modelling agency tomorrow, making a portfolio. I don't think modelling is my thing, but it pays good! Haha. And if I really can't find a job, I'm gonna have to work with my grandaunty OR my sister (selling make-up) I tell you, I'd rather be pickin up trash voluntarily than sell make up. No offence. Its just not my type of job. So this post is gonna be super long and I'll take you down the road to learn 10 SIMPLE rules I learnt to getting a Job.

#10 - Dress to impress. I know, physical appearance doesn't matter if your insides are like shit, but people judge you by your appearance, its a fact. Sadly.

#9 - Don't ask, " How much is the pay? " because the employer won't be dumb not to tell you. The employer might get the idea, " This kid is a joke. Only wanna work for cash, not experience. " this is a veryyyy bad impression. Good impression is NEEDED.

#8 - Be yourself. Don't pretend to be something your not because in the end, it'll backfire. Sure, maybe being yourself can be a little edgy at first, but it beats a hypocrite any day, hands down.

#7 - Find a job you love, something that would motivate you to get up early the next day to go to work. Don't work for the sake of it, work for experience, cash (mainly) and meeting new friends. Think of it this way, if you have a job you don't enjoy, you'll just waste your freakin time doing something you hate.

#6 - Be friendly. But not too friendly because sometimes, your colleagues may have the green eye on you. However, its not everytime that a colleague would hate you, it truely depends.

#5 - If you hate waking up early, get a job that doesn't start so early, either that or don't get a job at all. Think of it in another perspective, you wouldn't want to call off sick most of the time and risk pay-cutting, right?

#4 - The saying, "Keeps your Friends close, keep your enemies closer." is CRAP. The saying, "Opposites attract." is also CRAP. They are talking about freakin magnets, not your lovelife. So don't do things by assumption because assuming makes an ASS out of U and ME.

#3 - Don't be an asshole unless someone triggers your "asshole" button. And in case someone does, do it verbally when theres no proof. If you have it on writing, consider yourself FIRED.

#2 - Be optimistic. Even if you didn't do something right the first time, try again! Nobody likes a quitter.

#1 - ALWAYS STEER AWAY FROM BOOB/BUTT LICKERS OF EMPLOYERS. They have the word "trouble" tatooed across their foreheads. Nobody likes a butt liker.
:D

And that, my friends, concludes my very whiny post on getting a job.
Until whenever, I'm Fithri, signing off saying, "Wohooo! Life's GREAT!"

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PRELIMS ARE OVER! And only less than a month left before O levels. Technically, I only went out for Hari Raya on the first day. After that, it was straight to the books. Collection wasn't that much this year, but I don't really care because I had fun. Speaking of which, I had REAL fun yesterday at the AWWA annual Street Soccer Tournament. Azu slept over at my place because we had to wake up really early the next day. Our opponent were really unprofessional as in they have completly no sportsmanship. I mean, its just a game, dont have to get too worked up over it, right? We didn't win champion, but we did get third. Even if we didn't win anyhing, I was happy that everything else worked out. Like enjoying ourselves and having to eat LOTS of Macdonalds after the tournament. i guess after today I won't have much to blog about. I've given myself a day off to cool off and await tmr's prelims results. Insya'allah I would get good marks. So, here I am, at home, BORED. Rafi, Daniel, Rizal, Younus and Jaffer left long ago, but I can't help thinking if my mum's lip slip about my "hidden talent" would make the guys laugh at me in school tmr. Grrr. Then that's that. Perhaps I would go Jalan Raya next saturday. Join me?

Anyway, I guess blogging's really boring now, I dont have much to say nowadays... Well then, adios amigos!

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Here we go - Again. Instead of having a great teachers day celebration, I had to spend my day at a Dental Clinic over at Outram Park. For those of you who have heard or heard wrongly, I did NOT lose two of my front teeth, however, I did, as a dentist would say "traumatised" it. For those of you who don't know what went on today, lets reiterate.

We had pushball for the Secondary 4 students in conjuction with ACES day today. What was supposed to be a memorable day for me turned out to be ugly. I got elbowed by some guy in my face and caused two of my teeth (picture below) to have "mobility". I know, you guys probably think I'll be a walking teenage granny by the time I go back to school on Wednesday, but no. I'm going to be just fine, but I have to be on "soft-diet" which means, no chocolate, no peanuts, no candy, no meat - AT ALL. But being a stubborn girl that I am, I have found a way to still eat without hurting my teeth :)

Honestly, I am sick and tired of being so prone to danger. I think the next time I go out for activities, I have to put on a safety helmet :P

So I got an x-ray and will be reviewed in a month's time. Oh, and I wanna thank EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED ME TODAY DESPITE BEING BUSY WITH TODAY'S EVENT. I appreciate it alot and I think its very sweet for all of you to make me feel better =)

FITHRI SIGNING OFF WITH UNHARMED TEETH :D

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Hectic week, as usual. BUT! There are a couple of things I do want to clear up. And if after I say this, people still insist that they are verrrrry right, well *&%&%&!!# them, because only I will know what is true and what is false. So attention, ATTENTION my pretty-pretty readers :)
Still not clear enough? Well then too bad *haha* Over the very long and tiring years, I have learnt that relationships will ALWAYS end, no matter how many years you are with that person, one day, it just ends. I agree, I am being personal here because I have nothing to hide, and nothing to be ashamed of. I can safely assume that every teenager has his/her phase in life where they have a Girlfriend or a Boyfriend. Why? Because I, too, once had a boyfriend. A special friend to confide in and to understand me. Wait a second, I had a handful of these "special" friends, but none of them could replace my best friend.

Anyway, back to my point, I am going to be perfectly honest, the first "boyfriend" I had was this guy I met online. Mind you, I have NEVER met this person in real life. For all I know, he might be a 40 year old man still living with his mom pretending to be a 13 year old boy. So yea, my mum found out and I was pretty confused then but I realised that it was all very disturbing and humourous at the same time now.

Then there was this guy I was "with" for 2 weeks or so, let's name him Mr #. Alright. So # is a couple of years older than me, and this was the time in my life where I found out what going "steady" really meant. However, I wasn't good at keeping secrets from my mum, so she found out, and for a good cause, now if I think about it. # was a really BAD person. I was young, I didn't know much about theses species called "boys". Back then, I thought boys who go through circumsition would turn into a girl (pathetic, I know). So anyway, I vowed since then that I would never again get myself or even think about getting myself a boyfriend, for now.

It is because, I realised that being all secretive and so on isn't worth it. I understood what my parents were trying to tell me, I'm clear about this subject. Not only that, I realised that I don't need some guy to make me feel accepted with my friends, I have lots of guy-friends who could function the same way any other "special" person could. For what I know, I'm still young and I should live life the way it should be lived. And the last time I checked, I was studying really hard to earn myself good grades so I could be ready for the upcoming Prelim Exams. I agree that sometime boys can be VERY distracting BUT I have mastered the art of blocking out any source of distractions.

I don't need all the BGR's now, I need my BRAIN now. There would be tons and tons of oppertunities for me to go BGR hunting when I grow older. However (not to contradict myself), having a crush on a person is a WHOLE different story because the results may vary. Some may have a crush on their favourite singers, actors, some even their parents or maybe a person in their school/work. All I'm saying is that, being a Crushee isn't all bad, it gives you a sense of "motivation" to wake up every morning and get our asses off bed to school/work. But I know myself more than any of you people know me, I've got my eyes on the prize. I'm going to work hard and earn what I really deserve. And fyi, I'm not done telling the people out there who are reading my blog about my "love" life, if you considered any of the above suited for love material.

I have my Family, my close friends, my silat pals, my relatives and so many people around me, and thats all that matters. They are all I need to succeed in life. *MUAHHHHHH*

Hence, to any person/persons who did call anybody names and such, you should start celebrating. Because if it wasn't for shallow-minded, cold-hearted beasts like you, there wouldn't be any good guys :)

Quote of the day: "Ah? You want to go UNIVERSITY? How to get there if YOU-NEVER-STUDY?"

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Tears And Rain By James Blunt

How I wish I could surrender my soul
Shed the clothes that become my skin
See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I really really really really really really really really really really really have to cool down. So much has happened this week. Oral. Family issues. Homework. Prelims. My very "bright" future. Its all come crashing down on me. I gotta find a meaning, a reason why I'm doing all of this. But then again, who cares? I'm not just not going to sit and wait. I will find a way. Dounika.
Somehow.
All the more, words in my vocabulary can't express what I am unfortunately feeling now. Oh wait, I do have a word for it.

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NO PICTURE CAN DESCRIBE WHAT I AM (_______) NOW!

I feel like (___) because I (____) my O level Malay (___). I am going to (___) the paper becasue I think I (____) it up too much to even (____) it a grade. For (___) sake, it's Malay, how could I get a (____) for MALAY?! Its superbly (_____). Someone pleasee please get me out of this (____). But wait a second, Fithri doesn't have to (___) up because she is (_______). Is she? We'll see, because she is going to do (____) next time. I can (___) on it.
So here's a quote from me today :)

*For Every 60 Seconds Of Being Angry, Is A minute Of Happiness You Will Never Get Back *

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help me, i feel like ________
why?
Simply because of school. With tests and homeworks and whatnots, I really think all of it is getting on my nerves. But who cares right? My nose is full of mucus (or as king would say, "silver lining"), and my hair is dropping off. I think, by the end of O levels, I be as bald as that guy from American Idol -_-"
And ya know what? I can assure you that I'm going to *#@#!!!!~^%$ tmr's Social Studies Globalisation Stratergies test because I am too ___ lazy. This is due to too much intake of junk food and bubble tea.
My O level English oral is this Thursday and I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a bad mark because I'm the first person, and the teachers tend to be more strict for the first few, right? Oh toot. I have to "wow" them with my supposedly pleasant (nerdy) personality. Mind you, I do feel more comfortable with English oral rather than Mother Tongue. Why I think English oral is less pressuring, I don't know. What I do know is that IF my L1R5 is 6 points (possible? no? who says so? Its PLAUSIBLE!) then my CCA is (-2) then I'll get 4 points, WHOA, totally impossible. I wonder if there's such thing as zero points (LOL)
'Nuff said about school. I'll update when there's actually SOMETHING to talk about :D
Oh and by the way, I felt a tremour !
=O
'Till then, I want to wish ALL my friends ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING. Fair enough?

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